Hi, Anyone but Diane

Get home from work and the test results are in the mail but still no phone call. Before I get online to try to research myself, I call the doctor's office, "Hi, this is I think I'm Infertile but don't meet the definition Myrtle....I'm sure you're sick and tired of me but I received these tests results in the mail and before I start to look online and tell myself I'm dying could I please speak to someone, anyone, well anyone except that rude nurse Diane, and have them explain this to me?" About an hour later, the doctor calls me. It was a good talk, finally got some information we'd been waiting on. Turns out DH's doctor was being hopeful, not honest about his semen analysis. Long story short, our chances of conceiving naturally are slim to none. Set up an appointment with a fertility specialist on April 29. Felt hope for about 12 hours. Then I started researching IUI, which is probably the route we're going, and the hope faded away...