Saturday, October 23, 2010


So remember my post yesterday that I was relieved? Well that only lasted until my meds were delivered today (and yes! They arrived before noon-woohoo!!!). It was this ginormous box and here are most of the contents. I had already taken out the prescription prenatals (which looked exactly like the Walgreens ones I was taking) and the gonal stuff because it needed to be refridgerated.
We laid it all out on the bed and checked everything off the list. I kept telling DH, I see all these needles but hardly ANY medicine. I had a slight panic attack in which I told DH, I don't think I can do this! So many meds, things to mix, times to seriously makes me loose my breathe when I think about it. THEN to top it all off, all I really need until my visit 11/17 is the lupron and I could not find it anywhere!?! I calmly called the pharmacy in which I asked if the big white box in the upper left corner was the lupron. She said yes and I felt a huge wave of anxiety leave me...whew! I opened the box and it had the meds, the needles and even the alcohol pads! So all I have to do is pull that box out on 11/7 and I should be good to go. I can't believe this is really real...I can't believe I have all the meds here, I can't believe in just 2 months we'll know! It's flippin' bananas!


Shawna said...

OMG YIKES!!!! That's a lot of drugs. lol Well, just try to focus on the positives, that all can make a beautiful baby to hold in the end. Here's to a good 2011 for both of us. Just keep reminding yourself, "i can do this. i will do this." :-)

Jessica White said...

Eegads! As you said, you only need one of those right now....take each drug as it comes. You can do this!

kayee said...

It can be overwhelming - but seriously just take it one day at a time. Just think about what you need to do that day. It's easier to digest that way. AND it will go by sooo fast!!! Good luck!