Friday, April 30, 2010

Who Am I?

Welcome to my blog! Who am I? Well, I'm a woman who wants to be a mom but has a big obstacle in the way. My husband and I are dealing with...ssshh...infertility! That nasty word no one wants to talk about but that more couples deal with than you could imagine. Infertility is something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, for those of you that experience it, you know what I mean and for those of you that haven't, you'll never understand. If you haven't, please don't stop reading!

This blog is designed to let me vent, scream, cry to the world because I can't in real life. In real life, I have to put on my happy face and act like I don't have a care in the world, "When are you all going to have children?" I just have to smile and reply, "Oh you know...when it happens!" And no one has any idea.

For those of you in this same situation, you'll be able to relate and for those of you that aren't, hopefully this will give you the inside scoop. I'm not an expert by any means, I'm just myself with my own feelings so while I may feel one way about this, someone else in the same situation may not. This blog may make you laugh, it'll probably make you cry and sometimes it might make you think I'm the world's worst person in the world.

Disclaimer: While I joke that infertility is the "nasty word" we can't discuss then I blog annoymously, I know it seems hypocritical. I do this for my husband, you'll soon learn why. If you do know me or have an idea who I am, please let me stay annoymous.

So there, that's me, I hope you stick around for the ride because it's a long, emotional one and I hope one day it has a happy ending!